قاعده اتعذب بمرحلة ما قبل الفاينل من نهاية علاقه

بسمه جلت أسماؤه
وصلى الله على محمد واله الميامين
emmm...today I want to talk about feelings

perhaps about the feeling of missing someone

missing someone you'll meet sooner or later is a great sensation
it's like feeding your thirst to that meeting with sweet patience
that is..
Missing them
thinking bout them 24 hrs
closing your eyes for a moment every now and then
to see the two of you together..in a totally passionate scene of a hug
a deep kiss or just a close talk with a lil bit of a flirt

such a beautiful healthy express when you miss them
but..
What happens when you miss someone you know you'll never end up meeting
even if u do it won't be passionate..you'll meet em as a foreigner..
As if u never got to know them before
where do you go with those deep feelings..emotions??

How do you manage missing them??
When you know this heart on fire won't calm down by the breeze of their touch

especially missing "mr wrong" that's even worse..bcz you know deep down he is not worth u missing him especially if he doesn't miss you back
such a sense of shame when you fall in contradiction..
I guess in this hillarious pathetic status I have nothing to do but
pray to god...
"please god please please make me bump into mr perfect and fall in love with him..and please god make him love me more..for me to get over mr short head..oopps...I mean mr wrong..."

End:"big sigh"