My study off track

بسمه تعالى

My study has been off track for over a month now,I am on a holiday
but obviously the semster before this holiday was,according to me
an incomplete success.

Why??

Unfortunately I was on a work experience...from a different kind
I was employed in the department of commitment love for 6 months
enjoyed my talents..
Found my soul...
Reached optimum stability...
Got close to success...
Had fun...
Fell in love..
Got emotional...In many different ways..
Failed to commit to the contract of engagement,
failed to reach a successful marriage..


What happened to be wrong?
It was a fool...
An escape from reality...To fantasies
it wasn't right from the very first moment...
It wasn't meant to be...
A mistake I didn't need to make to learn from..


It was a failed work experience...

A work experience I didn't need to undertake.