In the name of god most gracious most merciful
I can't stop crying since last night
The only break I had from tears
Is the few hours I slept from being tired of crying
As soon as I opened my eyes to wake up
I remembered and cried again
Even more than last night
It hurts when people know about your pain and discuss it
I agree with u .. It does hurt, but ..
ReplyDeleteOnly when it's people u care about !!
Otherwise, let them talk all they want ..
As long as u're sure about what u did; don't hide it ..
Go to these people and give them all what they wanna hear .. Hell, even throw some more details in ..
Do it with a big sarcastic smile on ur face .. and with some attitude ;)
Only then, u'll be released ..
Only then, the taste of sorrow will be replaced with that of power ..
And a confident smile will cover those tears ..
Sometimes, we need to ignore what our society believes in and do what feels right .. what feels good .. to us ..
I really think u owe that to urself at this point .. !!
Hope u feel better soon sis.
غ ـــــــــــــــــــــرور ..
Hala bro thnx for ur support it encourges me to overcome the pain and I've done all what u said I even dress up better than before and very social
ReplyDeleteI do look powerful from the outside they say this bout me and that's why they talk to break my heart cuz I look strong and careless but bro no matter how much we say we shall ignore them cuz they don't matter to us and it's true they don't matter however when they talk it hurts at least for few seconds only ..I am no longer mad..I even served that lady who talked when she came over and am goin to there house tonight as well..just to show how careless I am bout what happened..but plz pray for me I need your prayers bcz overall I am a girl and own a sensitive soul..and to be honest I am so broken prob better than before now but still broken deeply