Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Happy birthday to my wounds

A new day arrived
I opened mg eyes at dawn 
By the birds sounds 
A breeze of hope shines on me
However with a sense of passion
Need
Missing something special 
Or someone who owns that special moments 
3 months have past
N ur still alive in my soul
Taking over every little piece of escape
I may take refugee in 
Even me reminds me of you 
The smell of your little glory box I had of u 
Everything in it
The simple gifts you bought me
Your photos 
Even your papers that I used to  read over and over again without boredom
It all had your smell in it 
I remember mum when she first handled me them 
She said "here,your mans smell ,smell him so early and fall in love" 
Even the bag of the papers was filled with your heart tAking perfume
I've collected it all to send it back 
With all our sweet memories that remind me of us being together
And felt reliefed I have nothing to turn to
Everytime I missed your eyes or your grin 
But my fate seems tied to your name
They got sent back to me 
The lady sAid not enough space at the airport 
So she returns you to me 
Not realizing she is opening wounds that are in  seek of  heAl 
I just realize why the missing of you 
Increased today particulary 
Why the first moment of the day 
Has been yours,yours alone 
Why more  today ? 
It's your birthday my sweetheart
You're a year older,i wish wiser 
And I wish one wish upon you 
And before you make your own wish 
All I wish is to light your coming days
With sweetness
Happiness
And success
All I wish is that you could understand my language of romance that all men desire but not you 
My passion that I secured all for you 
The master of my heart 
All my wishes is that I handle you a candy  of peace that last you for the rest of your life 
All I wish is to wish you a happy birthday on your birthday m y only beloved one 
Yet I can't 
Restricted by strains of traditions 
And laws 

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