December

December,here we started and here we ended...

I guess if I continued like that
I'll have a break down very soon..
It will be a serious one though
I can't understand :(
I cant accept it...
I am too precious..and you were too tough
It shed me..its impossible.. you
Can't teach me how to love you then after
I love you the way you taught me
You leave me ;( and expect me to
Accept it as a reality ?!
Well the bad news no am not over it
I am not strong
I am too weak and totally stuck
And its not easy
I'm hurt, stuffed and suffering
And will suffer more
Yeh I'll get over you in years time
Right Now I spit it out loud
I AM NOT OK !!

Q & A

Question : what do you do when
The love of your life confront
You that they don't love you
Or have stopped loving you ?

Answer : Simply smile at them
Pretend you are ok,hide your wounds
And NEVER EVER forget that they
Have said it out loud directly to you "babY,I don't love you"
Therefore,the next step is s... L..... ...m :)

In love

In the name of god

Totally passionate

In love

No taboos

No right or wrong

No destination to head to

Just feeling the heat of LOVE

Am simply In love

Who knows ?

Maybe tommorow Is another day

Maybe many things change

But now

This moment

This day

Am totally safe

Strong

And my passion is driven from my love

Am in LOVE

Note ;

الي يعتبر مشاعري و احاسيسي الي طالعه من صميم قلبي و تشرح حاله معينه اعيشها و اتعايش معاها خرابيط لا يقرالي و يضيع وقته بتفاهاتي
و شكرًا

مجروحه

مجروحه كثر الكون باللي فيه

ومادري منو الجارح و الجرح يكون اكبر لو انا الي جرحت نفسي

؛(

مخنوقه حيل

بعد الحب

http://www.google.com.au/m/url?ei=n1SwTKCMMJrE6QOQpbNC&q=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v%3D-878gE9Ds-A&ved=0CBEQtwIwAA&usg=AFQjCNGgY-5K95SNvvg3ZjB8wW0j44Ph_Q

امر شي

امر شي بالدنيا انك تشوف حبيبك يحب انسان غيرك و أنت ما زلت غرقان بحبه 
و مع هذا تبتسم الدمعه بعيونك و تفرحله بحبه اليديد لكن المحزن بالموضوع كله و الي فعلا يجرح اكثر من الفراق و البعد نفسه و قسوته ..الشي الي فعلا صدمه من كل الي صار على كثر المه ...انك بعد مرور سنه الا شهرين تكتشف انه حبكم لبعض هو بالحقيقه حب من طرف واحد و الي اهو طرفك أنت..و الطرف المقابل يصرح بعد ١٠ شهور من توهمك انه يبادلك نفس المشاعر انك تحبه من طرف وآحد 
او بالاحرى حبه لك مو بالدرجه الي كنت تتوقعها او تتمناها
مادري بنظركم في امر عالانسان من هالشي ؟

Lantana girl

It's cute
but complicated
It's wrong but sweet
It's love
Then lust
Then I'll get over you
And your bitter days
Stab me in every beat
Stab me with your feet
Walk over my wounds
Stab me with your thoughts
Your talks about your passion
With someone else
Tell me you miss them
Want them
Love them so deep
Deep as the ocean
Complain from their love
Yes to me
Not the girl that loves you
But a best friend
Let your words fill my ear
With betray
Yell it out Loud
"fajer,I love someone else"
Turn me into a lantana
A beauty of an outside view
Dead from the inside